Why?
Why does it feel like this is the first break-up in history?
Before, the reasons were so clear and now they’re a complete mystery.
I hide in myself hoping to pretend, that what we had didn’t end
I laugh to myself so I don’t cry; I don’t scream and don’t ask why
Why does it feel like we shouldn’t have surrendered?
Now I fear that we were both just pretenders.
I run from myself so I can forget, that I fear all the coming regrets
I talk to myself as if to you, maybe I am crazier than anyone knew
Why do I keep forgetting the hurt and the heartache?
As if this ending is such a mistake.
I think to myself, you must be strong; you and he just don’t belong
I listen to myself, starting to mature, being who I am, being pure
Why does it take so long for us to grow up and learn?
We can make it alone, or together, happy or burned.
I teach myself there is so much more, quit hiding out behind your door
I love myself, I needed to; my life has begun anew
4 comments:
Were here for you, as we both know this is nothing short of easy.... its hard. Babe we love you and are always here for you.
Thanks to both you and Jack for a great night!
Thank you :) Love you! Now if I can just get the guy out of my house - haha! Well - so that he will learn responsibility!
Hell yeah, and I will totally kick him if you need me to.
Maybe after Summer moves out, Keoki can move in and pay rent?? Like $500 a month all bills paid? Or something like that. What do you think?
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